log 3

Waited for more than a week to start logging again

well, so far I'd say its on borderline unlucky

I've managed to perform insanely well in games for no apparent reason, maybe my instincts acted up again D=

every idea i can come up with for my projects came out rejected
but atleast a few got twisted and turned into something good

LCS presentation was a total failure even though the ad itself is quite good, got into the bad side of some of my so called friends

and soloing on the project.

I feel so depressed sometimes, when I see other people with their constant friends, while me myself have none, and alone sitting there, sometimes I feel like crying, but out of fear of embarrassment or signs of defeat to those bastards, I stop, and strenghten myself with words

even the fact that the one I have a crush on mostly ignored me for the whole week doesn't help either.

well, maybe she just have problems of her own

enough rant here, logging off

log 2

given a 2 days skip since im tired

but overall is around the neutral area of lucky and unlucky
stuff that happened over the previous 2 days

feeling a sense of acknowledgement from my peers
actually starting to understand colours and getting some feeling or instinct off it
lost all my drawing papers for some unknown reasons
actually got the mood to draw stuff for fathers day
i think i made a fool of myself to the one i like
and i think she kinda resent me for doing it D=
well maybe i truly am a failure

nuff said, luck rating 4/10

Logging

this blog was started to count and log the days i consider unlucky and lucky

as of this date, I am both lucky and unlucky

reasons for that judgement are:
lucky:
I got slight attention from classmates
Picture that I have chosen for assignment are accepted without any problems
I was able to learn more about someone

unlucky:
I don't think I made a good impression on the one that i have feelings for
My report was rejected and need to redo
Certain decisions that I made which immeadiatly shown consequences that are not beneficial
I feel airheaded, can't focus well

on the Gaming side : considered neutral
I got alot of sniper shots in
But lost a few rounds and win some others
when I win it's cuz i got good teammates, when i lose it means my teammates are noobs